desultory-suggestions:

It is normal not to be able to recall your trauma. Your memories may be foggy, disorganized, inaccessible, or blank. You are not wrong, you are not dramatic, you are not dishonest. The mind is very powerful, and it will take measures to protect us for fear and harm even if we don’t choose to. Take the time you need to heal what you can feel even if you cannot name it.

onlinecounsellingcollege:

“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.” - j. iron word

danielleelizabethhh:

.Addiction.

Addiction will swallow up everything you are and spit out everything you once were. Addiction isn’t roses and morning kisses, it’s leaving scars on your body and selling everything that you have- including your soul. The innocence will be ripped away from you little by little. Love? Respect? Forget about that. It’s more like, lying, stealing, plotting and promising your life away. Sleepless nights, sleeping to much and not eating for days at a time will become the normal. I’m not even close to the best part. Jails, rehabs, motels, dope houses and the streets will become your new home. So get comfortable while you can. Be prepared to always be looking over your shoulder no matter where you go. Love your loved ones while you still can because they don’t always stay around. Don’t be surprised when people start dying more often then you think. When something really awful happens to you it will scare you for the rest of your life- remember that you were all alone to experience it. Let me tell you about the best part - when the drugs run out and your left with nothing. You’ll find yourself aching for another shot to feel normal again. When you call the devil to take the pain away and he does. That’s when you’re really fucked.

junkie-babie:

demons in her head and drugs in her veins.

dextromethorphan-addict:

You hear your voice in your head saying that you need your substance. The reality is that your addiction is so clever it mimics your voice. Your addiction only lies. You do not need it. You do not have to ever take a sip, shoot up, snort a line, or smoke it ever again. You will thrive without it rather than just surviving. You have the strength to fight back against your addiction. So punch it in the jaw when it tries to whisper sweet lies into your ear.

nothlngnowhere:

nothing,nowhere. / giles corey

onlinecounsellingcollege:

“Unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and they will come forth later in uglier ways.”

— Sigmund Freud